I got me the lazy eye
where if you look real closely
you’ll see that my left eye
is a bit bigger than my right eye.
I found this out just today:
my photographer was my doctor
and as he was diagnosing me slowly
with his snapped pictures
and flashing bright lights
he hesitantly informed me that I have
the lazy eye.
A. Should I feel concerned?
B. Should I feel special?
C. Or should I feel nothing at all?
My current emotional answer is C.
and that’s what kinda bothers me
knowing that if I want to be an actor
shouldn’t an actor be looking,
well you know,
as perfect as possible?
Perhaps I should make friends with my lazy eye
acknowledge that this is what makes me unique
instead of trying to be like everybody else
because I already know that even without it
I’m not like everybody else
and would be foolish of me to even attempt to be.
So hello lazy eye!